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Aubrey’s
maternal grandmother told the freakiest bedtime stories. “When
I was just a girl, I went to a dance out in the woods of Maine.
A man; strange to those parts, walked in and approached a woman,
Claire Nemo, asking her to dance. She accepted. Halfway through
the waltz, he noticed a crucifix hanging around her neck. He
let out a terrible scream, yanked it from her and ran out of
the hall. On his way out, he placed his hand on the wall. The
imprint of his hand is still imbedded into
that wall. Many said that pretty Claire Nemo had danced with
the devil.
This
story, however, added nothing to Aubrey’s nightmares
compared to her grandmother’s tales about being buried alive.
She’d
say, “In the old days, some of the corpses that had been
exhumed were discovered to have fingernail marks clawed into
the coffin’s interior
lid. Asleep in their deep temporary comas, these poor souls weren’t
dead at all when they were committed to the ground!”
Aubrey
remembered being terrified by her Grandma’s pre-wake
stories; the barbaric days when medicine was primitive, embalming
fluid was never heard of, and families held wakes within their
own parlors.
She remembered being scared to death over the tales, and that
she
thoroughly enjoyed listening to each spooky word. For years,
Aubrey imagined
the same horrid fate for herself. The chills of it always woke
her,
panting and covered in sweat.
This
time was different, though. Aubrey opened her eyes to a pitch
so black that she had to question whether she was alive or dead.
And if it was death she now experienced, that sick sense of being
alone left no mistake: She was in hell. The sadistic silence,
unforgiving
and eager to punish, forced her breathing to quicken, while terror
struck
her racing heart. She was still alive!
Fragmented
memories raced back, but the puzzle was too complex. Fear had
brutally awakened the senses, as the fight or flight push
of adrenaline rushed through her veins. She was too restricted,
however, too confined to move an inch. Amidst the thousand spiraling
thoughts,
she made a mental note to run through the checklist. Her extremities
tingled
from the lack of circulation, and her head throbbed as if it
had been
placed in a vice. Her throat ached with the natural neglect of
a cracked
desert. She screamed at the top of her lungs, but heard only
a demented whisper
return. Tears began to well, old stinging tears. She was suffocating
on
a bank of stale air that was emptying fast, while six feet of
earth covered
her. The weight of the world was literally resting upon her constricted
chest. As if it weren’t horrid enough, reality hit: She
was sharing the burden with those who had long decomposed. Her
childhood
nightmare
had come true. She’d been buried alive!
Those
few on earth above her; those who might have even cared enough to
unearth her, weren’t ever going to search. They had
already mourned the loss of her life, experienced closure with
her soul, and were now longing to move on from the memory of
her face. Left alone
to panic in the bowels of the earth, Aubrey quickly reached the
realization
that there was no way someone would ever hear her plea, no matter
how loud
she screamed. And even if they did, there wasn’t nearly
enough time to dig her out.
It
was cold, very cold, and the dampness seeped into her bones
the way small parasites soon would to feed on her flesh. Breathing
had become more difficult; reality, too unbearable. She prayed
hard, but the despair was so consuming, so evident, she doubted
her words
were heard. There certainly was no response.
In
a tragically comical sense, she recalled that on earth, she
often wondered what she would do if she only had minutes left
to live.
Would she feel sorry for herself that it was over? Would she
embrace the opportunity to pass over? Or would she simply rejoice
in
the miracle
of life she had been given to experience? What would be the last
thing
she’d
feel?
In
the tight quarters, she felt nothing but the cold, and shivered violently. “Make
it quick,” she muttered through
the sniffles.
“Make what quick?” answered
a mysterious voice. Aubrey’s
body convulsed, but the casket’s
lid stopped her from completely jumping out of her gray-tinged
skin. She was shocked that her heart hadn’t given out
yet. “Please God…NO!” she
screamed.
But
the voice returned. This time the tone was more firm. “Open
your eyes,” the disembodied voice demanded.
Aubrey
dreaded the sight of the demon and clenched her eyelids tight. She
wept sorrowfully.
“Come
on, Sweetie,” the voice beckoned more gently. “It’s
time to wake up.”
Aubrey’s
mind took off at a sprint. It sounded just like her father,
or more precisely, someone who was trying to sound like him.
She
held her breath. And
then the thing kissed her. Gently and with real love, it kissed her
forehead.
She
took a deep breath, drummed up all the courage left in her
tiny body and forced open her eyes. It was her Dad! Somehow,
from
her prone position, she still jumped into his arms. “Oh
Daddy,” she
cried, “I really thought I’d been buried alive!”
He
grabbed her face and peered into her traumatized eyes. “No, Princess.
Dad would NEVER allow anything like that to happen to you,
EVER!” After another kiss, he winked. “Your
grandmother, on the other hand, better pack a shovel if she
ever tells you her
bedtime stories again!” |